Silver Star

She is a self-luminous giant that influences your faith and fortune. Bright and ever-shining, visible only at night, she can brighten up your darkest moments yet she can also burn you in your brightest moments. She will provoke you to try and win her over - this idea will be stronger than you. Until you realize that the attempt to subdue her, to place her as a badge of honor or a trophy is simply impossible. She is burning, pulsing, ever-moving - a fusion of nuclear reactions. Always better than yesterday, always rising and developing.
-MIKA SAV

She is summoning energy all the time. It is the momentum of all she lived before. She can not stop, she can not seaze the creation of energy. But if she does not allow the energy that is growing within her, when she blocks the energy blasting from within her - there is a certain push-and-pull resistance and  the more pessimistic and controlling she will be. In this energy battle, the summon of energy will always win. The momentum of your longevity and your spirit is bigger than you. And they will always win over your ego-provoked games of your mind - thoughts like “im not good enough”, “im not ready yet” etc. Well, the shift from “dealing with life” will always swing to “embrassing life” if you let it flow. Let the energy flow. And it doesnt matter what happened with your physical body - nothing matters before this now, nothing is more important than this very moment, what you can do with the energy you summoned now. Today. Can you match the momentum that is coming - can you get up to speed with the energy that you actually are? You have got the energy that has the world flowing through you! If you summon more than you allow, after you will not feel good. But the option is not to settle down, to summon less. The only option is to get up to speed what lifetimes of you had summoned for you. Depletion does not exist in a resourceful universe.